CD1?

OH EM GEE!

I think my previous post worked! Granted, its a VERY sorry assed excuse for a period, but still, something is better than nothing right? (sorry, TMI)

Now that someone up above seems to be listening, please can you grant the baby wish next?
Oh, and I wouldn't complain about winning the lottery either. Just saying.

Who wants to rub my (non-pregnant) belly for luck?

~Sabine~

Requests

I know in my lifetime I have sometimes (ok, mostly) asked for a lot.
My expectations are high. I believe if you work hard for something or believe in it enough, you will get it.
I often joke I am one of the luckiest people I know.

So I am asking for one thing, which I cannot work hard for, and I can do nothing about!
I want this stupid cycle to end! Never thought I would pray so hard for my period.
I am on day 45/46 - forget which one since this has been my longest cycle ever and I am trying not to think about it too much.

I am placing the blame squarely on the Agnus Castus. I know I have had anovulatory cycles before, but never ones this LONG!

I wrote to the naturopath who prescribed it, and he replied with the following, which I thought was quite amusing - especially the 'impatient' part!! Welcome to my world, dude!

"You seem to be a bit impatient, which is understandable.
The menstrual cycle and ovulation normally adjust after 2-3 months of this treatment.
So please persevere. Within a period of three months, the cycle normally adjusts. If you haven't had an ovulation/menstruation, it might be that it re-adjusts itself to another 'timetable'. This goes normally with the moon cycle. New moon = onset of menstruation, full moon = ovulation."

I am nervous I have messed with my system, and right about now my usual 37 day cycles are sounding heavenly!
I feel like I am on an enforced break and it is frustrating as hell.
And my skin - oh, my skin - I look like an acne-ridden teenager. It mocks me every day I look in the mirror! It amuses rather than depresses me.

Moving on swiftly.
How were all your Valetine's days? Hope you all had a great day and were spoilt and loved rotten.
I had a wonderful day, first Valetine's as a married couple - and way to perpetuate a myth - the first one we didn't have s.e.x.
How embarrassing. Have got to stop letting this TTC business get in the way of everything. It is like a drop of poison polluting the whole well. If you know what I mean.

~Sabine~