I'm still here, still breathing, still trying to keep positive.
I've read all your comments over and over and they have given me strength, so thank you all so much for your support. Although I still feel like a horrible person, I'm going to choose to make her BFP a sign of hope (thank you Kitty), rather than the initial thoughts of doom I'm still struggling to keep at bay.
"How many miracles can there be?", I asked.
"An endless amount", my sister told me.
Now I just have to believe. Have faith in this process.
I have to keep my head together, because I started injections yesterday.
I can't believe this is it, I've started. IVF. Wow.
First scan on Monday morning, I am going to send loving thoughts to my ovaries in the meantime.
~Sabine~
